Why Angels Fall and fail to complete their mission

A "fallen"  angel

As I continue to do my work to try and locate others whom have seen the "man in the long black coat" ;  to continue to do my work as a  "spiritual messenger",  a "spiritual healer" and basically try and do my work as a locator for "fallen angels" as well as perform my work as a "spiritual locator" for what is known as "runners",   I am beginning to now realize why angelic energy beings fall as well as fail.

I am now beginning to realize why angelic energy beings no longer desire the  role bestowed upon them and why they have grown tired of having their "wings".  These "angelic" energy beings have either forgotten their role (mission, if you will) or they simply have given up trying to make other energy beings understand how important it is to not follow the path of the dark side. 

As I spoke with such an angelic energy being whom no longer wanted the role and decided he was tired of the mission bestowed upon him,  he said,  "I'd like a jet pack to fly to the moon".   When I asked why, He told me he was tired.  Then he told me that his wings had been clipped.  I said, "Clipped ? By whom ?"   He said,  "I don't know.  Maybe by Satan ?  Don't know. "   I then said that it was impossible that "Satan....ie...the dark side... could "clip" his wings.  "Satan"...ie..the dark side is equal to the divine white light of love.  It would be impossible for this to happen unless he..the angelic energy being...had opened the door to the dark side, thus becaming a dark angel. 

"Satan"...ie...the dark force...does not have the power to clip the wings of an angelic energy being whom continues on the path toward the divine white light of love.  I then asked if he had clipped his own wings.

To protect the rest of the conversation with this angelic energy being,  I won't reveal his answer.  But I will say this.  An angelic energy being whom is strong in their faith; whom never strays off of their path toward the divine white light of love,  can  never have their "wings" clipped by the dark force. It is an impossibility.  Therefore,  my  conclusion is that an angelic energy being whom has been bestowed "wings" because they've been touched by the "man in the long black coat" (and does not become ONE with the dark force...ie...sells their soul to the dark force for a PRICE, whatever that price may be) could never have their wings "clipped" unless they, themselves, clip them because they no longer want the role. 

An angelic energy being whom decides to "clip" their own wings  will be in what is called a "dead zone".  A void.  They will be miserable. They will never find what they are looking for and they will always make others miserable until they return to their role as well as their duties of an angelic energy being.  They will always have a "locator"  searching for them  and they will always be haunted by the dark shadows until a "locator"  has found them.  Once an angelic energy being has been bestowed their  "wings",   they simply are  not permitted to give up the  role or the duty.  They simply are not allowed to up and quit.  They are either an angelic energy being for the good side or the dark side. 

The light of love
 

 "Nothing in this world affords me joy, neither wealth, nor honor, nor friends, nor pleasure. My joy consists in the knowledge that God is so good and that this gracious good is my friend. In him I place my entire confidence."     * I came across these beautiful words from the following blog: http://seacottage.blogspot.com/2012_03_01_archive.html *


I came across the above words on an individual's blog,  by accident, as I was searching for images for this particular blog.  I couldn't have found the words more fitting.  I was very delighted to have come into  alignment  with this particular angelic energy being after having a special dream/vision.  As I continued to speak with him,  I realized he was actually MY angel.  Some will call this crazy,  but I will not.  So far in my lifetime,  I've only aligned with only a couple of MY angels.  An individual (an energy being) will only do so a few times in their lifetime.  Perhaps pnly when they enter this world. Perhaps only when they have a near death experience.  Perhaps only when a tragedy happens.  Perhaps as they leave this world.

I have been very fortunate to have aligned with my particular angelic energy beings a few times thus far.  Sometimes I ponder the thought how many more times will I align with angelic energy beings that are for myself ?  Although it took many years for me  to become as spiritually awakened as I am,  this was the first time I came into alignment with my own angelic energy being by name.  "The iceman."

The first few times I never was afforded to know my angelic energy beings by name.  The last time I came into alignment with my angelic energy being,  the man assisted me after my car skidded off of a lone, icy road when I was pregnant with my second son.  It was dark and I went down the wrong road.  They say you never really take a "wrong" turn.   For me,  my "wrong" turn was a "right" turn.

My "wrong" turn afforded me to come into alignment with MY angel.  I did not have a cell phone.  Didn't own one.  I was in Illinois at the time.  A truck  appeared out of no where.  I never saw headlights. Even though it was dark.  A man got out and walked toward my car.  He asked if he could help pull my car out of a snow bank.  Of course he could.  He pulled up behind my car and pulled my car  out of the snow.  I started to get out of my car to thank him and not only was the truck gone, but so was the man.  No tracks in the snow to show any such truck or man  existed.  Both were literally gone.  I was alone with my car on the snow covered road.  I stood there bewildered.  Saved by an angel.  I got into my car and sat at my steering wheel for a few moments  and cried.  I thanked my spiritual guide for saving me.  Back then I had the type of car where the heater worked off of the engine's heat.  I was freezing cold!  I drove down the road very slowly back to my tiny attic apartment.   I believe I cried all the way back home.  That was so many, many years ago.  An author whom was writing about "angels" had asked people to send in stories  and I sent her a letter telling her about meeting my angel.  She asked if she could publish my story.  I told her yes, indeed.  I wish  that I could remember the author's name as well as the book because my story is in the book that she wrote.  She even sent a short letter to me.  That was the last time I met my angel.  I never knew his name.  Never knew the name of the others either.

Very few energy beings are afforded the opportunity to know THEIR angel  by name.  I consider it a true blessing if you meet one,  much less know them by name. When I was able to know this particular angelic energy being, whom I consider MY angel, by name,   I felt blessed.  I had to hug him and thank him. 

What was really cool was that I could not offer him a blessing or a reading. It wasn't cool that he didn't want a blessing or a healing from me, but I thought it was cool about our entire conversation.

Why was it cool ?   Because he was reading me and I was reading him!  He was seeing the dark shadows circling us; He was telling me what was going on around us and I was telling him what was going on as well and we were laughing like crazy!  It reminded me of when I went with "Sarah"  down to St. Augusine and went on a ghost tour.  That was the best ghost tour ever!  When a group of like-minded energy beings are together sit in a room with K2 meters as well as all of their equipment and they are all in tune with each other ?  It is the BEST!  It's like being in a room filled with energized mediums with a room filled with entities all wanting to have their questions answered.  Every time those K2 meters were going off,  we all started getting excited and all wanted to answer the questions and asking questions!  We were sitting in a darkened room, in a circle and no one wanted to leave!  Excited and filled with the best energy ever!  If you don't understand that excitement and how great this type of energy is.....then I can't explain it.   That was the feeling,  the energy and how cool it was to be talking with "the iceman"  at that moment!  When you are in that moment,  in that energy and in that alignment and the cosmic universe set everything up for a reason..........it's the best ever!

The "iceman"  was not so much of a "fallen angel"  as he was simply tired of not wanting the roll.  Tired of the mission bestowed upon him.  Tired of trying to get the messages across.  I understand that.  He's lucky he is only a first striker.  Many are lucky they are only a first striker.  They don't have the same role bestowed upon them as a three striker.  They don't really have the same mission.

Now this makes me curious how many first strikers are "tired of the mission"  bestowed upon them.  Their only a first striker!  Tired already ?  Well.  That's something!  How tired could a second striker possibly be ?  How tired could a three striker be ?  I ponder how many three strikers are on the other side or in a looney bin ?  (I am chuckling about the looney bin part!)

Dealing with  "Problem children" (negative energy beings)

I also understand how difficult it is walking around this matrix of chaos and being spiritually gifted.  I always come across negative energy beings whom I call "problem children".  As an angelic energy being whom has many roles,  I have no problem "tagging"  a "problem child" .... ie... negative energy beings.  If they want to reside underground with the dark side, so moat it be.  I've been told by these negative "problem children"  that they ARE "Satan".  They think it's a joke.  They are pretty much assholes walking around within this matrix of chaos causing problems for the positive energy beings.

One such negative energy being actually told me that another energy being "deserved" to be killed!  The individual actually told me it was the man's fault for being killed!  He was at the wrong place...at the wrong time!  I could not believe my ears.  Such an individual will reside underground with his creator when the clock strikes 12.  This "cinderella" will walk  the path toward the dark force when all is said and done.  I have no problem "tagging" such an individual for the dark force.  This type of individual didn't want a blessing.  Didn't want a healing.  Had a hardened heart. 

If a negative energy being wants to reside in a world of corruption; wants to reside down under where  there is no light;  if the negative energy being wants to join his creator when the clock strikes 12.....well, then  "cinderella".... I'll tag you for your creator...ie...the dark force and help you out!

All angelic energy beings can and should  "tag"  such negative energy being for  the dark force.  These negative energy beings will then be followed until they take their last breath by the the dark force's minions.   In the end, they can go and  join the rat race of negativity and reside with their  creator.  That is,  after all,  what they wanted.  So moat it be.

Angels are deeply affected by negative energy.  Angels are very saddened that others don't understand what their role is in the matrix of chaos.  If an angelic being does not stay focused,  they then  lose sight of  their purpose within the Matrix of chaos.   They are then "swayed" by the dark side...ie...the demon.

What is a Fallen Angel ?


If you are a religious energy being,  you will believe in this version of what a fallen angelic individual is,  "How you have fallen from heaven, O star of the morning, son of the dawn! You have been cut down to the earth, You who have weakened the nations! ¹³"But you said in your heart, 'I will ascend to heaven; I will raise my throne above the stars of God, And I will sit on the mount of assembly In the recesses of the north. ¹⁴'I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High,'" (Isaiah 14:12-14).

 Image of a Flea Market

Prior to a  dream/vision that I had,  I gave  a couple of readings to two individuals earlier in the evening.  My last reading was to an individual whom sort of didn't believe what I told him.   He cocked his head to the side,  so he half believe me and half didn't.  I did tell him,  however,  that his ancestors told him he was a "veiled one".  I won't reveal the rest of my reading with the individual,  however.  That part remains private.  Giving readings to energy beings is what I do.  I actually consider it a "spiritual message"  rather than providing "readings".

Usually when I  provide a "spiritual message" to another energy being,  I will have a dream/vision later to validate further information for them if they don't believe what I've told them.  Especially if I return to where this energy being happens to be and they are making a mockery or joke about the "spiritual message"  that was given to them.  Such happened to the last individual that I took the hands of as well as hugged and thanked for allowing me to give a spiritual message.

I would go back to that individual after I had the dream/vision and I asked him if he knew someone by the name "the iceman" and I told him about the chairs.  He confirmed the name "iceman" but he knew of no such chairs.  When I told him about the dream/vision coming from the dark force,  that is when he told me that he was a "bad man".  So the dream/vision validated for me that the dream had came through the "dark force" and the name which flashed backwards had a two fold meaning.

At the time I had this dream/vision,  I thought it was only for the last individual that I had given the reading for.  A few days later ( and I  get goose bumps as I think about how it all went down because I  think its cool how the cosmic universe works everything out in advance) I would then come into alignment with another individual whom would turn out to become MY angel (the actual individual that I would meet in person)......THE ICEMAN !

The above image of a flea market is simply a representative of what I first saw in my dream/vision.  Later,  I  will discuss "fallen angels" and why I believe these angelic energy beings  become what I call,  "fallen angels".   In my dream/vision,  as I walked toward this flea market "store",   I didn't see a bunch of people wandering around.     I couldn't locate an exact image of a flea market showing a blonde haired woman motioning for me to go  inside of this particular  flea market "store"  that had alot of  items hanging downward.  So I found the above image and used it.  So,  let's continue.

In my dream/vision,  I saw a blonde haired woman standing outside of  a flea market "store" and there were alot of items hanging downward above her head.   The items were not anything that I would be interested in purchasing.   However,  she motioned for me to go  inside of this "store".  I had been walking around this flea market and she saw me and simply motioned for me to come inside.  I wasn't quite sure why I was being led inside of this particular "store",   but I did as she asked and I followed her inside.



Chesterfield chair in Burgundy color.  In my dream/vision,  I saw two aqua crushed velvet colored chairs with a table sitting in between the chairs.  I sat in one of the chairs.  The chair was very comfortable.  The woman tapped on the table and stated,  "This table belongs to the "ice man".   I nodded in acknowledgement of this.  The table was very nice and was dark wood.   It had a specific design as well.  I was there to meet the "ice man".

 

In my dream/vision,  I was asked  to sit down in a beautiful aqua crushed velvet chair which was very comfortable  because I would  meet  an individual known as "The iceman".  Image of a man in a building of ice.

There were two specific chairs with a beautiful wood table in between the chairs.  It was as though I was specifically motioned into this flea market "store" on purpose.  After I sat down in this beautiful aqua colored, crush velvet chair with the specific design on the top of the chair,  the woman then tapped on the table.  She stated,  "This table belongs to "The iceman".   I nodded in acknowledgement of the statement that she made to me.   I agreed with her that the beautiful wood table belonged to "the iceman" even though I had no idea whom this "iceman"  was.  I had never met "the iceman"  nor had no idea why I would be meeting this "iceman".  Why was I asked to meet "the iceman" ?  Who was he ?  What was the purpose of meeting him ?  Usually I am asked to meet with someone for a reason.  I do consider myself a locator and there is a specific reason that I am asked to locate someone.  However,  this is differant.  I've never been asked to have a "meeting" with a known individual by name.  This individual is special.  I am looking at beautiful chairs and the woman has tapped on a beautiful wooden table and has specifically told me that table belongs to "the iceman".  Why must I know that table belongs to him ?  These are things I must know and are things I must find out.  Its a puzzle.  I am sitting next to a vacant chair and a table is in between these chairs.  Sometimes these riddles within these dreams/visions drive me crazy.

The vacant chair on the other side of the table would remain vacant.   Why was that chair vacant ?   Because I am an angelic being on my third strike.  My purpose is now to locate this  " iceman". But where is he ?  I will tell  you where!  I have to now go back to the last place I gave the "spiritual reading".  Back to the last location.  Sometimes a riddle isn't a riddle after all.  I have to allow my internal GPS system as well as my spiritual guide to work when I return to the last place.  I will return to the last place and simply be quiet.  As I am quiet; as I sit still and focus,  my internal GPS system as well as my spiritual guide will align me with  "the iceman".  Everything will  come together.

I didn't know it at the time of the dream/vision,  but I know now why it was important to locate "the iceman".   One energy being is straddling the fence and one is an angelic energy being.  No longer wanting the role.  No longer wanting the mission.  Tired of spreading the message.  Tired of being called names.  Tired of feeling "weird".  A "first  striker".   I understand why this individual wants to give up the  role.  An angelic energy being feels alone.  The mission seems impossible.  This is the Matrix of chaos filled with negative energy.  An angelic energy being will see what many energy beings can not.  If energy beings have not been given "wings",  it is impossible for them to see anything.  If energy beings have never had a near death experience,  they can't see what an angelic energy being can see.   If energy beings are not a spiritual medium,  they can't possibly see what a spiritual medium can see.   Energy beings can't feel what angelic energy beings feel.  Angelic energy beings  align themselves with the cosmic universe and they basically listen to a  different tune.  They hear things that other energy beings can't hear.  Many times they see and hear things they don't want to hear or see.  Trust me!   An angelic being can't feel the "human" love that others try to give to them.  Their love is a spiritual love.  Their love is for all. The love that they offer comes from the cosmic universe.  Angelic energy beings bond with the cosmic universe at large .  It is a love that goes beyond "human" reality  or understanding.  Many can't comprehend it,  grasp it or understand it.  Because of this,  angelic energy beings are largely misunderstood. 

They are called terrible names,  which they don't deserve.  They are deeply wounded by the fact many don't understand what they are trying to do in this world....which is to bring love, peace, harmony as well as  happiness to others.  They want positive,  not negative.

Angelic energy beings follow the path of the divine white light which is why the dark force challenges them the most.  If an angelic energy being does not protect themselves by always wearing protective beads; by lighting the right candles; by cleaning their circle as well as staying  true to the divine white light of love,  they will see always be surrounded by the dark shadows.  They are constantly followed by  "dark shadows".   They become haunted by "dark shadows".  They will always be asked by the "dark shadows"  to be let in.  This is because the dark force wants to be LET IN.  These are the challenges that angelic energy beings face.   Sometimes a dark shadow will stand to the side of my bed and I simply wave my arm and say,  "GO AWAY".  They go away.   I always stay true to the divine white light of love.  If I feel that someone is trying to attack me with the dark force,  I simply put on my dark sunglasses.  Then it's over.  If a negative energy being does not leave me alone and they want to challenge me,  I will "tag" them for the dark force.  For their creator.  I walk on the path toward the divine white light of love and am a positive energy being,  however,  I don't like "problem children".  If a negative energy being wants to challenge me on a spiritual level; if the dark force wants a new "child".....Well then.....Let the games begin!  I'll "tag"  a new child for the dark force.  Have a new "child"  dark force.  Have fun,  negative energy being.  I'll even give that negative energy being a hug and thank them while I'm at it!

Once an energy being is bestowed "wings",  never allow yourself to waiver from the path of truth.  No angelic energy force can afford to do this, lest they are gone forever to the dark force.

The other energy being had  opened the door to the dark force.  The other individual that I greatly appreciated the opportunity to speak with would be the actual "iceman".  

For some reason,  I can't bring the backward name into my memory recall.  I struggle for this word to come  into my memory recall and I wish I could recall the word.  It flashed into my dream/vision right  in the beginning of the dream/vision.  It reminded me of looking at a word in a mirror.  Backwards.  Perhaps like being in a parallel world.  I'll have to explore this word later on to try and figure out what that word was so I can try and figure out the meaning.

Angel with clipped wings

After I had this  dream/vision,   I spoke outwardly with my own spiritual guide about what I saw.  As an angelic energy being whom follows the divine white light of love,  I do not enjoy receiving messages from the dark force.   I respect the dark force and I acknowledge that the dark force exists.  Because of a mistake  I had made quite awhile ago,  I learned my lesson to never make a statement outwardly  or even think for a second that the dark force can't harm you; can't come into your dreams nor can't sway you or can't affect your life in any way, shape or form.

As a three striker whom has personally met the "man in the long black coat" ;  As  a three striker whom knows for a fact that this man has seen me and I have seen him IN PERSON as well as in dreams and visions;  I am not so stupid as to mistakenly say outwardly ever again that the dark force can't take the form of any entity to not take me out in a split second.  I do not follow the path toward the dark force,  but I do respect the dark force and know that the dark force is equal in powers to the force of the divine white light of love.

I respect the dark force entirely.  Therefore, I never sway from the path of the divine white light of love.  I continue my work as an angelic energy being because I know what my purpose is.  I know what my role is within this matrix of chaos.  I understand there are many angelic energy beings wandering around that need to be located and found.  I know there are "runners"  whom have done many bad things whom must be located so they can at least be offered a blessing.  Some want a healing even though they can't be saved from the dark force.  There are many "runners" whom belong to the dark force.  They can't run anywhere.  Their demon will always remain in sight of them.  No matter where these energy beings believe they can run to.....their demain has them in plain sight.  They can't run anywhere.  They are marked individuals.  I will still locate them when called upon to offer them a healing or a blessing.  Some will accept and some will not.  If they tell me to walk away, then I do.  If they accept my hands,  they have accepted the blessing.  If they are a runner,  they know it.   If they take my hands,   they have accepted the healing.  But they will return to continue their ways.  Nothing changes whom they are.  They are what they are.  Their soul is owned by the dark force.  A runner is a runner, is a runner.  I can't change their path.  No angelic energy being can change what the cosmic universe has aligned for the energy being.  They must accept what is.

They must understand that while they may not be on their "third strike",  they can't be given any such "jet pack"  to fly to the moon simply because they are tired of being an angelic energy being.  Every single angelic energy being that I've spoken to has met the "man in the long black coat".  Nearly every single angelic energy being is only on their first strike.  So they are confused.  They don't understand the fact they are very fortunate to be here!

What an angelic energy being does not understand is their role.  Their mission.  They do not have to turn blue in their face.  Simply give the message.  Simply give the healing.  Simply give the blessing and then disconnect.  Move on.  That is it.  Don't continue with the same energy being.  Stop depleting your energy.  There are "energy vampires"  within the matrix of chaos.  Stop allowing these "energy vampires"  to drain away your energy!  Simply disconnect and go where the cosmic universe asks you to go.  Use your spiritual guide as well as your internal GPS system to take you where you are suppose to go!  If you have not connected with your spiritual guide than that is the problem.

The "man in the long black coat"

Every single angelic energy being whom is walking around within the matrix of chaos has met the above man.  The "man in the long black coat"  has never changed his appearance.  Every single individual whom has met the above man can describe him exactly.  I can still hear his boots clacking  in my ears as he walks on the ground even though I know for a fact this man floats.  I know that's weird!

I never saw this man actually walk!  But I've heard his damned boots clack!   I witnessed this man floating,  yet I've seen his black boots and have heard his boots clacking!  I haven't spoken to anyone whom has actually seen  his face.  Everyone I've spoken to has told me they've not been able to describe his face.  The same with me.  Darkness.  I saw his forehead.  I know he has a beard.   I know he wears a black duster.  I know he has black boots that clack.  I know he has a tall black cowbow hat. I know he wears cowboy type...western wear.  He's tall.  His "friend" or whom I like to call his "side kick"...minion,  if you will,   has a silver revolver of some type.

However,  I believe my brother-in-law's camera may have captured this man's face upon a boulder.  I saw this man with what appeared to have a strap of some sort across his chest.  With heavy western wear and this was a very large man! Very tall!  I've been trying to locate the image but my computer was compromised back in May of 2012.  Some of my images were lost as a result.  There is a specific area in which my brother-in-law enjoys going camping. I believe my brother-in-law has seen this man and that this man is following him.   He always captures the most beautiful images since he is a photograher.  However,  I've never seen anyone that can capture as many entities as my brother-in-law, within his digital photograhs!

My brother-in-law has been able to capture multiple upon multiple entities in the images that he takes where he goes camping.  It simply amazes me!  Whether he takes images of butterflies, trees or  fire,  the entities  are there.   I believe that many energy beings are followed by spiritual entities.  We can see them in digital images.  I love it! 

Many individuals capture EVPs through digital recordings as well as faces in digital images.  We are able to see messages in cloud formations,  if we look for them.  The Mayans painted what they saw on rocks or anywhere they could,  for others to read.  In the biblical days,  messages were written on walls...rocks....or where ever individuals could scribble words.  Dreams as well as visions have always come to us energy beings for as long as man has existed on this planet.

"Do not hesitate because so few people follow the narrow way and so very many follow in the  paths of self-gratification. Do not let this quench your eagerness. Keep before your eyes the devout example of the saints. they despised everything the world offered and aspired for heaven."  http://seacottage.blogspot.com/2012_03_01_archive.html

I believe that the reason many angelic energy beings "fall" as well as fail is because they grow tired of trying to get their message across to other energy beings.  They grow weary of trying to fulfill their role as an angelic energy being and many change their path.  They fall in alignment  with the dark side.   I understand this.  There are few angelic energy beings when it comes right down to it.  More fall into alignment with the dark force.  Trust me when I say there are more whom follow the dark force than those whom follow the divine white light of love.  However,  angelic energy beings whose lives had an encounter with the "man in the long black coat"  are not permitted to have a Jet pack !  They are not allowed to give up their mission.  They are not allowed to quit their role.  They are not allowed to give up their mission.  If they do this,  let's just say they become a dark angel. These dark angels then continue their mission of locating energy beings for the dark force.  That is why more and more energy beings kill, rob and do bad things within the matrix of chaos.  They are swayed by the dark angels.


There are different types of angelic energy beings.  Those whom heal.  Those whom are helpers.  Those whom are locators for other angelic energy beings.  Those whom are spiritually gifted to help energy beings and those whom serve a general purpose to countless energy beings whom walk within the matrix of chaos.

There will be judgement by the cosmic universe to fallen angels,  so it is important for all angelic energy beings whom have met the "man in the long black coat"  to understand they do have a purpose.  They do have a role.  They do have a mission.  They can only chose one path to walk upon.  Either they walk the path with the dark force or they walk the path with the divine white light of love.  Angelic energy beings whom have met the "man in the long black coat" can not straddle the fence and not fulfill  their role as an angelic energy being once bestowed wings.  This would leave them in the room of void and left in a dead zone.

Angelic energy beings are given a mission; a role and serve a purpose in the matrix of chaos.

 

When an angelic energy being has been spared due to having an accident of some sort, their life was spared for a reason.  We all walk within a matrix of chaos.   Even if this angelic energy being did not have an accident but had a near death experience and met with the "man in the long black coat"  (whether it was the first time, second time or your last time..ie..three strikes and you're out) this man represents "death".   

This man only comes to an individual whom is having a near death experience or is dying.  The "man in the long black coat"  is not to be feared in all actuality.  He is not the dark force.  He is not a demon.  He is not demonic in any way,  shape or form.  He is simply the man whom comes to take an energy being to the room where decisions are made.   This man has a minion.  A "side kick".   If you haven't been shot by his "side kick",  then you...dear friend... are not on your third strike.  This man's "side kick"  has a silver revolver which will be placed right at your forehead and she will utter the words,  "No more bells, buttons or bows".   Those words will not be spoken from her mouth.  You will hear those words only in your mind.  Those words mean....that's it.  It's over.  It's your last strike.  You will then see the "man in the long black coat"  in person.  You will see him.  He will see you.  It's not a dream.  You're not crazy.  You haven't lost your mind.  Do not bother telling any doctor what you've personally seen or witnessed.  They will only try to prescribe medication to convince you that you've lost your mind.   However,  I can tell you I've personally spoken with countless other energy beings whom can describe this man in the same exact way that I've seen him in my dreams as well as the fact I've seen him in person.  Every individual whom has met this man had a near death experience.  Are they all crazy ?  Did they all lose their mind as well ?  Should all of us be placed in some loony facility ?  I do not think so!

The man in the long black coat represents death


 

Angelic energy beings whom fall may do so because they become tired of trying to fulfill their purpose or role that they were given.  Many become depressed.  Many become confused as to what is going on.  They may have nightmares.  Many have problems connecting with others because those "others" don't understand what is going on.  An individual whom has had their life spared actually is no longer the same person.  When an energy being has met the "man in the long black coat" ,  they no longer ARE the same individual.  I've had a spiritual guide with me since I was two years of age.  I've been spiritually aware all of my life.   I met the "man in the long black coat"  quite some time ago.

Since meeting him,  I wanted to know more about him.   I wanted to know what his role and his purpose was.  I wanted to know why individuals feared him.  I wanted to know what he did and if I saw his face in the sky through cloud formations.......whom was this man going to take with him next ?   I do not fear this man.   Is it because I am on my third strike ?  I am not sure.  Does he fascinate me ?  I am not sure.  I don't want to go where he is.  But I am curious about him and exactly what it is that he does.   Perhaps it is this investigator side of myself that causes me to want to explore what is it this man does.....why energy beings fear him....what causes angelic energy beings to fall as well as fail when they have a purpose as well as a role to fulfill here in the matrix of chaos.

Ice cubes.   The "iceman"  has a tattoo of a heart.  Under the heart is says,  "cold as ice".

 

So I did meet   the "iceman" shortly after the dream/vision.  I met the "iceman"  by simply laughing about a joke that I had made.  We were joking about quips and  words and that "honey boo boo" type of thing.  Since I couldn't hear him very well,  he finally came over to sit next to me and he is actually a nice guy.  We were joking and laughing but I started talking to him about ghosts and things.  That's when we began talking about this matrix of chaos, etc.   When I told him about the dream/vision I had.......all jokes were off.   He said I would not believe what his tattoo was.  I asked what it was.   It's a heart with words which says,  "cold as ice".

We are all energy beings behind the mask

I then began laughing myself silly because it then made complete sense to me!  The chair in which I sat down in and the tapping of the table by the blonde haired woman, telling me that I was going to meet the "iceman" .    Well there you have it!  I just met the "ice man" !    I grabbed his hands and said,  "HEY! You're the "ice man" !!  Holy crap! Nice to meet you iceman!"  I could not stop laughing!  He laughed too and said,  "It appears so".

I can only say  that angelic energy being  must continue to serve as an angelic energy being.  They must continue with their role and to remind them that their life was spared for a reason.  They can't take the easy way "out".   I understand it is difficult.   I know it is painful.  I understand the deep sadness of not being able to feel the love that others claim they feel.  I understand the inability to feel the joy that others claim they feel.  Angelic energy beings want very much to have the same feelings as other energy beings,  but they can't.  It is not for them to have or own.  It is an impossibility even if they clip their own wings.  It's quite difficult for an angelic energy being ...even if they are on their first strike,  to understand this.   Those feelings are not for them.  They serve others now.  They are gifted ones.  I understand their questions of the  why me ?  Why now ?  Why  can't I have this, that and the other ?  Well.........that's how the cosmic universe works,  I am afraid.  Don't try to run.  It doesn't work.  Then a locator such as myself has to go and hunt you down.  I am not the only one.  There are others,  I am afraid to burst your poor angelic energy being's heart.

Angelic energy beings are only here to serve a purpose as well as a role.

As a three striker;  an energy being whom now understands my role....my purpose...my mission...  I understand why these angelic energy beings grow tired.  Grow weary.   Why they are confused.  Why they want "out".   They say,  "I've tried to say to this individual this, that and the other thing until I am blue in my face and nothing works."    Yes.  You are correct.  So that is why a complete disconnect must happen.   That is why the angelic energy being must only make their statement to the other energy being and then walk away.   Touch that energy being with your hands....knees...your full self and give that energy being your message and then disconnect.  DO NOT continue until you are "blue in your face".   Doing this depletes your energy and weakens you as the angelic energy being that you are!   I do hear them say,  "But they are family".   Really ?  Let the "family" go.   I've had better enemies!  Disconnect.  True friends as well as true family will understand what it is you do.  A trusted family member as well as a true friend will know whom you really are.  Disconnect from negative energy beings.  Stop allowing energy vampires from draining you of your role, your purpose as well as your mission.

There is NO NEED to deplete your energy as an angelic energy being.  That is not your role.  Your mission or your purpose!  The only mission...role or purpose that you serve as an angelic energy being is to simply touch that energy being and provide to them your message!  That's it!  Do nothing more!  To continue repeating yourself is to deplete your energy and to cause yourself to fall!  This is what the dark force wants all angelic energy beings to do!  Fall.  We walk within the matrix of chaos.  Understand this.  Know it.  Face it.  Realize it.  I disconnect immediately from any energy being whom refuses to accept the message from the cosmic universe. 

Walking on the path with the divine white light of love

All angelic energy beings should know that those whom accept your hands will feel your energy.  Those whom accept your hands will feel your energy and will know that you are speaking the truth.  Any individual whom is suspicious of what you say to them will refuse to take your hands.   If an energy being does take your hands during a reading,  ask them to bring their knees toward your knees.  This will help bring their energy in alignment with your energy.  It is very important that you embrace the individual after a reading so that you let them know they are loved by the cosmic universe.  Thank them for allowing you to provide a reading for them.  That is the most important of all.   If someone doesn't believe what you've said to them,  usually a spiritually gifted individual will have a dream/vision and they can go back to validate information to that same person just as I did.

What I was very happy about was the fact my dream/vision had a double meaning.  I was actually able to validate information and yet,  was able to locate a "fallen angel"  whom needs to return to his role.  As it turns out,  the individual nearly lost his life from an accident.  Has met the "man in the long black coat" .  He described the man in the same way as others have.  There is a reason when angelic energy beings fall to the way side.  They simply give up trying to spread their message of hope.  They are tired of feeling alone.  They want to feel what others are claiming they feel but the truth is.....it isn't for the angelic energy being.  I don't have a quick fixer upper pill for the angelic energy being.  I wish I did...but I don't.  My message for all angelic energy beings is this....

Please don't give up.  Please don't fall to the way side.  Please return to your mission as well as your role.  You were spared for a reason.   I can't give you that jet pack nor does one exist.  If you take yourself "out".... you will NOT go where your ancestors are or where you believe your family members are!   You will be in a room of "void" .   If you become a "fallen angel",  you will belong to the dark force.

 The cosmic universe loves all energy beings no matter whom you are

This blog was written by Dee Gerrish 9/28/2012.